Since it’s illegal to evangelize in Indonesia our ministry looked a little different. The majority of our ministry was helping to set up and establish a community center for one of the local villages. We started by going into the community and inviting people and then began classes. The main classes that we helped teach were English and Brazilian Ju Jitsu. It was super sweet getting to see the center grow with more and more kids.
Towards the end of our time there I also got the opportunity to teach some music classes. I had a lot of generous people donate money to help buy instruments and supplies. Though I did’t get to help teach music a ton I got to be a part of the beginning and help set it up for the future. I know the Lord is going to continue to do big things through the community center!
The days that we weren’t teaching classes we spent getting to go out and meet people. I got the opportunity to meet and talk to several different people. Though we couldn’t straight out evangelize we were still able to share our faith with others and talk about Jesus. We also spent a lot of time in intercession and doing lots of Bible studies and worship times.
One of the hardest parts from our time there was how slow ministry was to start. The country is covered with such a strong spiritual stronghold of oppression and sleepiness. We all showed up exhausted and had more time on our hands than we knew what to do with. As time went on I began to see how much of a blessing this time could be. More free time meant more time to be able to pour into the people around me and to spend with Jesus.
I spent a lot of time just sitting with the Lord in worship and in prayer. Sitting and listening to His heart, sitting in His presence. I let my focus turn back towards gratitude and that gratitude turned to worship. Now this sounds way easier than it was. Honesty, this took me a lot of time to really shift my heart and focus. Gratitude and joy are choices that you have to make. Choices you make regardless of the circumstances and what you might be feeling. One of the biggest things I learned in my time there was how to die to my flesh in every single way. Whether that’s physical exhaustion, your emotions, your personal time, your preferences, and anything else you can think of.
When you’re truly dying to your flesh then you’re able to walk in gratitude. To look to Jesus and worship Him despite what you might be feeling or facing. The Lord taught me how to walk in that kind of gratitude and turn it into worship! More than that He taught me how to have joy and laughter with it!
When you shift your gaze to gratitude and thankfulness you start to see things in a way the Father does. Instead of being annoyed by all the free time we had I began to see it as a blessing. To soak up all the deep conversations and time with community. I’ve been so beyond blessed to live in this community with these people and the Lord was giving me so much more time to love and know them well! Over our last few weeks there I got to really love and pour into my community! Our last few weeks were filled with so many little moments of joy and laughter!
I learned a lot in Indonesia and I would never take my time there back but I was ready to come back to America! Ready for domestic, ready to begin rapping up my time and head home! I thank the Lord for His sustaining power and for His goodness and love! I’ve loved and learned so much in my time overseas but I’m ready for a season of rest. This blog is rather late in coming so I’ll have another one soon about our final week of domestic ministry! Thank you so much for reading and supporting me!
Sincerely,
Emilee Castro
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